New ironic french word of the day: froisser (frwah-SEH) - to bruise, to hurt

reg/green eyes.

i lost a friend today
i found myself without choice
and i lost a friend today
the tears that followed
seemed to have been ready
in their own waiting line
til they were ready to fire
anticipating
the right overwhelming emotional moment
and consume my words
and spit out my feelings
the only way they knew how
i lost a friend and some tears today
i wish they both would have given me freedom
to choose
whether or not i wanted to lose my friend
or if i wanted to damn well cry today
i want my chance to choose
but then i guess i should have made the better choice yesterday