For Life I'm a Glutton

There is so much that I want.
There is so many things that I want to do.
There are so many people I want to know.
There is so much I want to know.
Now, I know I can't achieve it all...
from living, not living but idling within these four walls, but...
failure taunts my hopes,
uncertainty insults my spirit,
my self-loathing heckles my attempts to rule the world,
my world that is.
My world that's so out of control in its contained and so heavily maintained state.
Needing to break out...I realize I have to stay.
Needing to be free...I realize I have only one option.
Needing to need nothing...
I realize I need to live...not just get by anymore.