The crab...in its shell...gazing out at the shore...under its blanket of sand, rocks and seaweed...

Drifting back into that *sentimental mood*
Seeing everything in that mellow shade of blue
I wander
My mind wanders to you
My long lost love
My love at first sight
My undiscovered love...I long to see you
In every shade of blue
Green
Red
Warm my soul love
Melt my soul to the same intense saturation as your mind
Your cool - maybe too cool mind
Your I don't give a damn but care-full mind
Your khaki downed mentality moves me
To be free
of my blacks and whites
and rather
embrace my gray
my dull gray which coincidently surpasses the brightness of a sunshine yellow May day
Mayday...SOS...my love's calling...I'll be shining my grays sometime soon - around your way

uh...i kinda got lost at the end...ah well

...that Jesus Juice.

seeing the glass half empty
i take a sip
disgusted by its neutrality
as the tasteless liquid rushes down my unaccepting - unwilling throat
it chokes me
twisting my core
twisted - my core rattles and roars for more
twisted - my core resorts to feeding on its self
twisted - my core races to that glass...now half full
finding contentment in its sweet
and feeling whole in its sour
my core is happy
...i'm happy.

Flipped

Felt my boat rock
til it flopped
over the calmly-treacherous river
breaking through the unseeable-believable woods
I drowned
til I heard that sound
That sound...that unmistakeable-unheard of sound
That beat...that rhytmn-free beat
that moved his feet
While his insignificant steps caressed the viable earth
I began dream
Of him and his piece...and how treacherously calming they both would be
caressing the very center of my uneven soul...
by means of my seeable-unbelievable woods -
down in the deep dark south in the middle of nowhere.