She lies. To everyone. Including herself!!?!

clinging to a past better forgotten he kisses her constatnly not knowing/realizing/sensing the disdain she holds within this exchange hate is a better word but hate is STRONG unlike their love easily created easily ripped broken and quickly mask taped and mended again and forever again why why why...why doesn't she leave she is evil? no she is afraid she fears the path to a brighter future controlled only by destiny...and her--control she shys away from because she fears cliffs, fork in the roads, steep mountains, she cowers at the sight of the horizon she fears life so she chooses instant death no...she chooses stability